Day 46

There is clearly, to me, a correlation between the very sad state I am in (quite possibly even self absorbed state) and the lack of service that was done on my part today. I started studying my Primary lesson (because I was supposed to). I took the kids to the park (so I could have some quiet time in the car to study). There was no real service that I can see that I did today, that was without motive of some sort. So here I sit quite melancholy. Is this directly related? I would say at least partially.